Put Away the Crack Before the Crack Puts You Away

My head is a bit foggy with everything that’s going on.

There is too much responsibility here, right now.

I think I’ve taken on too much.

I just need a few minutes, a few minutes to myself, to think quietly.

I’m afraid of what I’ll think during those minutes, though. I’m afraid of what decisions might be made.

So I keep busy.

I’ll think about it later, I’ll mull it over tomorrow.

I just need a little more time.

She needs more time.

We need more time.

We need clarity.

We need luck.

We need hope.

We just have to keep on going. If we stop we might fall apart here, and it will be the end of everything we know.

13 Responses to Put Away the Crack Before the Crack Puts You Away
  1. Issa
    October 13, 2009 | 5:35 PM

    I will say to you the only thing I’ve got. I’m thinking of you. I love you. And you are amazing.

    Please to be remembering.

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    MommyGeek Reply:

    @Issa, please to be remembering that I heart you.

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  2. foradifferentkindofgirl (fadkog)
    October 13, 2009 | 6:06 PM

    I’ll be thinking good thoughts for you…
    foradifferentkindofgirl (fadkog)´s last blog ..do not go gentle into that sorta OK post

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    MommyGeek Reply:

    @foradifferentkindofgirl (fadkog), thanks babe!

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  3. Diapers and Wine
    October 14, 2009 | 12:23 AM

    You write beautifully even when you’re foggy.

    Sending hugs.

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    MommyGeek Reply:

    @Diapers and Wine, aww, thanks. You write pure comedy even when in crisis :)

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  4. Kel
    October 14, 2009 | 9:27 AM

    *hugs*
    I hope you find peace and everything you are needing soon.
    ~K
    Kel´s last blog ..Not Me Monday – Campfire

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    MommyGeek Reply:

    @Kel, thanks sweetie. I just really needed to acknowledge that soon it’s gonna suck and put it away, you know?

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  5. becky
    October 14, 2009 | 10:26 AM

    ((HUGS)) thinking about you!
    becky´s last blog ..Empathetic

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    MommyGeek Reply:

    @becky, hugs back to you too!

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  6. Badass Geek
    October 14, 2009 | 10:57 AM

    Happy thoughts.
    Badass Geek´s last blog ..In Which I Am Observant, Part Eight

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  7. Chibi Jeebs
    October 14, 2009 | 6:01 PM

    You’re in my thoughts, doll. Love you.
    Chibi Jeebs´s last blog ..Life

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  8. Kelly
    October 16, 2009 | 7:26 PM

    Hmmmm… You ok? I’m worried.
    Kelly´s last blog ..Scars – before I lose my nerve…

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